my affection..

My passion was full of thoughts and emotions that I will not be able to retrieve, he was buried inside me as I formed an image of him that matched my soul, making me a rayhana fly in the being of his soul.

Currently, I have become indifferent to people a lot, I do not cry a lot, and I only feel the sky, the sky feels me, I look at the roads and yearn for autumn a lot, I do not miss anyone and no one feels longing for me, I take pictures a lot of basil, yellow jasmine and cactus And the colorful lilies as if they were my whole life.

I keep flowers in my notebooks where I do not forget to forget them, or forget their shapes, I pray to God very much to be reassured.
Now, after I tried to pull him from my depths, and snatch him from me every time he took him from me, I'm still trying to forget him, forget everything I've been through that hurt a good soul that only wanted to live in peace.
Memories squeeze my heart, scratch my chest, but I try, I try with all I can, to remove it from me and remove everything that was in contact with it.
All in all, I believe, that I do not have to tell anyone, no one cares about the peace of your soul but you.
You have to try, it's not that bad.